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[Monday May 14th, 2007 @ 9:15pm] [ mood | content ] These are all within the second night of my camera.. -taste of the rest of my photos -I saved this as a GIF. it got fucked up. Im pretty sure I will be entering 2 8x10's in the fair and I have those set aside. On my playlists i have been enthused by Tahiti 80 they sing "big day". Every since I got this camera VVVVV I have a disregard for the rules laws and my homework.... TO JENA!!!!!!!!!1 everytime I clal you your shits disconnected....get texting. 4 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Sunday March 4th, 2007 @ 11:12pm] http://www.e-lacrosse.com/2007/video/rutgersvdelawar e2007.wmv 1 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Monday November 20th, 2006 @ 8:01pm] SOOOOOOOO. Its wrestling season in the past wek and 1 day i dropped 20lbs im so happy my pants fall down when i wear them. My us history teacher yelled in my ear today and i yelled in her back uhm im doing all my work im still gettign sent to the office i have a nice Gf she is perfect. I miss jena. I miss her being happY!. i got a new AIM SN Oh DANG kyle is it. im sore and bored and i guess there was hella drama on sadies thats tight. 1 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Sunday October 22nd, 2006 @ 2:27pm] "This is my life you cannot take it" 1 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Sunday October 8th, 2006 @ 6:14am] Damn i havent wanted to do this in so long and i hate how i see things from a negative point of view friends are shady along with teacher and sports life is based off politices and no one seems to care. 2 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Thursday September 7th, 2006 @ 10:14pm] Long story short i was cought tagging el caminito so call my house so i can start a life. Everything was taken away sine they called my dad and I told him i was sleeping at nicks...whitch i planned to do but then i got cought then me nick and his sister told the cop i was just taking a pic andhe couldnt pin it on me or some shit w/e live & love life. Tommarow we play Irvington High school who beat us in play offs double over time. This year I am varisty and i play to win so lets see what happends after there is a dance i may go to...MAY.. 2 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Friday August 25th, 2006 @ 9:28pm] You can read all of it or skim boith work haha. Damn i have gotten sucked into somehtign so big and deep with FAb's and posers im sick of it but i love doing it having people stare at my shit in class when im done with it.It feels great knowing it.Having school is great but then its motherfucking school so it sucks...I hella like dthis girl it died out hella bad now I met a even better girl its legit but whatever. I basiclly learned amber doesnt care about me according to KJ and im not complaining its kinda funny how she was like i dont like him i dont i knew inside she did now as soon as she moves there dating but im glad because i can say im happy with that and glad. I slowley everyday gain more and more respect once people see how I am in football how I wanna be great and plan to be and how I can take alot of them.But then again coach is looking for big kids that are 6'0foot and 300lbs neithier im not but w/e. I wanna drive fast and great I wanna be known for something wheather its how im not an idiot in automobiles.Or bieng a kid who is great at a sport. Shit couldnt be better.. Girls= not to bad anymore. Sports=looking up. Friends=learning whats real. Things are great and fun and i enjoy it all but i feal im missing somehting and I dont know what.I have a feeling its a girlfriend but thats the thing i sorta dont wanna settle for 2 reasons they seem to fuck shit up & i wont settle for somehtign less that perfect personality wise and i dont mind that i would love to get to know people i really do enjoy getting attention that sprolly why i act out..but whatever i don mind i dont. My life is basiclaly bieng everyones person they can bitch at and me speing info at them to help then having nothing and no one but a select few sure i get lonley but still shit happends. Alot of people used to make fun of addie because she went punk to prep to emo to w/e label but in the end we sorta all do i mean i dont even know myself anymore i like camo shorts and 925 hats and band shirts but i enjoy polos and bape's I have no problem bieng what i feal and im slowly realizing im fucking in 11th grade i better get shit right and soon or i wont have anythign GREAT to look at. 8 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Wednesday July 5th, 2006 @ 9:52pm] Fuck I haven been this down in ages and I broke my thumb tight. Fuck this little town 20th im gone. Fuck fakes. Fuck girls. Fuck pressure. If I dont do anything thursday night...Fuck that too. 6 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Sunday June 25th, 2006 @ 10:16pm] So my summer -Playing with fire and army men -Lacrosse -football at 7:30AM! -paintball stuff? -I got a car cept no permit.. -Uhm my summer is like go to nicks fuck shit up like do stupid stuff. A.Lake del valle B.the grade promo C.Long walks when trespassing -I love the movies but there better at night with girls. A.Girls make things fun? B.Nicer then boys? C.Kinda wierd going to the movies with just a boy.. Uhm hmm.. I love staying out late now I used to hate it because of sleep deprivation. Thoughts. -Nanna is a G. -I Wanna go to the movies with a ugh group again. -Construction sights are cool and fun with jena. -I miss talkign to policia. dfkgdfgdfgdf finish soem other time bye 1 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Thursday June 8th, 2006 @ 10:46pm] I'm slowly learning more and more about everyone and myself. I like the smell of Kirra its from anchor blue haha. I hope I dont have another shitty year. I hope my grades pull though. I almost have it all but im NOT happy. I want that one girl. I'm done with them until a girl likes me then I will move on it or act on it I guess. Whatever Im fucking over it. 5 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Monday June 5th, 2006 @ 8:55pm] current thoguht...How do I tell her I like her. 15 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Friday June 2nd, 2006 @ 9:48pm] Dang UGLY FOOTBALL! Today I kinda figured out I like this girl alot and if I can read her like I think I can...she may like me a little but she doesnt tell me or she doesnt know? Football we did 1 on 1s until we go to the champions...I went to the final 4...Steven B you can bench 1 ton bear who is 300lbs. or Mike M who is th ebest and most experienced...Pretty G...I got beat but both the coachs like flipped out and they hella like me now they wanna take me and make me just liek steven or the next KEVIN SOLTIS...thats cool I guess...So the Offensive line coach like sme and the Defensive coach does to...thats amazing...I beat chris careta(tall/strong)...admir(short/perfect form)...Jimmy(starting guard/center) I mad that in 30 min I was bored. I really want this girl....BADLY more then I wanna be happy? 3 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Sunday May 14th, 2006 @ 10:20pm] I'm afraid. I'm afraid I wont be something great. I'm afraid I wont get the one girl. I'm afraid I will die with nothing to my name. I'm afraid I will never amount something. I'm afraid I will be like this forever. anyways had to get that out. I got a xbox 360..iono..Its pretty cool I beat some game in 15 hours. Texted with Nanna for hella days. Went to the girls lacrosse game..Nick was with Erika and it was hella funny..I found out Beth is cool and so is Erika. Today my dads side of the family came over wtf my uncle has a hummer...fucking stupid..It's so funny its like a tank I went with him to get ice...hella funny to be in. Um oh so this week we shoudl know if Granada gets a varsity team or not...I hope we do. My grades are shit but w/e I dont care so for wrestling to be good and go to state I have to be David Prodo. -fadded blue hair(long) or, Black with the thick strip(short) -Bloc party -Were band T-shirts -Girl pants So bieng I fail at life I have like a few options... -Own at lacrosse. -Own at wrestling. If not I prolly wont go to college Nixk and I decided it. 6 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Thursday May 11th, 2006 @ 9:54pm] Tommarow I turn 16...yeah shut up about it...It rpolly will suck but w.e I guess I'll try to make the ebst about it and I'm calling it right now,My dads or mom are goign to flip out at me for no reason...It will be amazing. K bye<3 3 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Sunday May 7th, 2006 @ 9:07am] Today we have rtancho catati somewhere in that gay city. Um then novato somewhere in rancho catati. I got hella stuff to tag over the weekend I'm pretty happy about that, Um a few girls got atted to the list of ones I like I guess because the original girl I liked I dont think likes me w.e. Um I have the original girl on my mind right now:/ KINDA suck but then again thats a total understatment I hope She isnt in my mind when I play cause I would hate to fuck up and fuck over the team, I'll prolly be playing to mid-field lines again and I will prolly be hella tierd but it's for my team right?...No my team doesnt deserve that but I'll give it to them anyways. Um, I'm listening to murder york and I guess I'm pretty happy about that. If I'm not listening to that its pass the dutchie. I was trying to keep my birthday on the downlow too but it didnt work people found out because of fucking myspace so I wa skinda fucked by that but whatever. Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Monday May 1st, 2006 @ 9:51pm] Damn, so I just like 1 hour ago said to myself this week looks good. Trying to stay posi. Yeah FUCK THAT. I love how I bring a C home in Bio somehting I was failing for half the semester andhe says fuck that to me and gets all pissed off. Like everything with them was cool UNTIL easter we had a good holiday then something happend he became a total dick.Why?....No clue? He hella wants me to stay in football so I guess I am I feal like Im Living his life...I hate how he taks hella shit out on his family If I were to ever do that I would want someone to fucking hit me. So a mounth ago or so I was liek yeah fuck girls...Totally false...I can't. I like 1 who I have'nt even met.(fuck) Then there is one who does then stopped after I stopped liking her then It started in today and she was hella flirting with me. God I think what I need is a good fight with someone. I really want a animosity sweat shirt but I guess hella kids got them so fuck that. Lacrosse is good we have 2 mor egames Fuck. I can't sleep. Anything I eat does'nt taste good. Life is shitty. Everything is becoming very blane. I hate how I fall head over heals for people and I don't even think they remotly like me....Yeah it sucks. 3 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Sunday April 30th, 2006 @ 10:15pm] I own so friday we did shitty but won. Saterday rapped one of the best teams i owned everyone an dnow im sore I played on to difrrent lines. (Lines= set of people normally your on 1 line) Then went to delta. Today(sunday) Played the Tomahawks and won. Iono maybe you would like to come see ? Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Thursday April 27th, 2006 @ 9:12pm] Kill me please... 3 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Sunday April 23rd, 2006 @ 8:26pm] SO I had a creepy ass dream and like all i member is I look in the mirror at my tooth and i bit down hard and watch it like crumble down. some crazzy shit. I like this girl and i havent MET her it kinda pisses me off how i fall for girls easly. Saw silent hill and all i will say is LMFAO. My friend Tayo lieks Alicia SO ALICIA IF U SEE THIS YEAH... I'm going back to an all gum diet i think or just not eat like in wrestling. My parents told me I cant get some tylonal PM to help me sleep cuz im not suppose to? I mean WTF this is comming from my dad who smokes? I had to crawl under the house today to connect THE CABLE to my sis's TV(spoiled bitch) School is tommarow and IM PISSED. 8 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Wednesday April 12th, 2006 @ 9:32pm] My air is thick too breath gasp i can't breath i DONT wanna live like this i wanna breath i wanna change do i really? do i reallly matter? "survery says?" "no?" 3 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

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